when a silly boy loves a gal..

he wil do evrthin for her..
he wont feel tired to walk miles away to buy her fav things..
when he c da pretty smile on her face, he noes, uts all worth it..
he wont regret doin anything for her..
everything he do, is from his true heart..
he dun mind walkin under hot suns wit her..
he dun mind to walk her bak home..
he dun mind to owe ppl money jz to buy ur fav stuffs.
he dun min to do evrything or anything fo u..
he dun mind to sacrifice anythjng, includin himself..
bcoz he noe, one day, she wil think bak n realize hw much he had done for her..
but he is total wrong..
she dun seems to apreciate anything he do..
he jz wish one day she will love her as much as he do..
bt wat actualy happen is nt a thing he can even imagine..
it hurts badly..
sudenly, he feels al da things he do is such a waste..
sudenly, he feelz all da relatioon he built, wit time, money, n lots of love, colapse jz likdat..
jz bcoz a guy she love more, den she loves him.
jz bcoz a guy she care more, den she cares abt him.
its okie..

da boy is happy bcoz she is happy.

im so fuked up.

smoke.
bad boy.
samseng.
vulgarz.
rempit.
kurang ajar.
stupid.
idiot.
play.

hw bad i can be? :D

so hurt..

ive read her fs geh testi..
shez nt my gf.. but..
when she say sumthing lik dat..
it hurts..
i cant xpreesss dat feelingg..
so hurtt..

so hurt..

blankkkk :[

i noe u hated me, jz u dun say it out..
nt evrythin haf to tel face to face, i understand..
sumtimez i feel lik im jz a float for u..
i wonder if u reli loves me before..
or u love him more..? x(
u only find me when u nid reload..
hmm.. lie me..
say wan sing song to me.. den?
i sing song to u twice.. u?
did u ever buy nything for me?../"/..
i take all ur needs seriously..
wan cake i buy cake.. n watever u wan..
u din even buy me bday present..
i reli feel ive been played..
its already almst 4monthz since daday we split up..
i jz dunnoe y im still crying for u..
i dunnoe y i cant let u go..!!

i wish i can.. :(

haixx..

dunnoe 2day so damn moooody... wake up so earllllyy.. dunnoe wat to do..
fuk my life.. so fuked up..~

special feeling..

da feelingz are special..

when u see her, u automaticaly feel happy..
when u see her smiling at u, u feel like da luckiest boy on earth..
when she's talkin to u, ur heart beats so fast u haf problems controling it..

u wan to see her everyday, even its jst a short second..
her presence warms u, his presence makes u da happiest person on earth..
everything abt her melts u,
everything abt him ends ur unhappiness..
u miss her after she left, u miss her every single second..
and ull nvr stop thinking abt her..

i noe..
dat..
i still love u..